Welly welly well.

It has been forever since anyone has touched this thing, although I go back to it every so often just to see if either Llama or Karl has posted anything, which they never do....I guess we all got over trying to keep in touch. I suppose it is kinda a moot point since Karl and I go to the same University but Llama is in New York City, and we don't really talk that much anymore except about trivial, meaningless things in short text messages. In a sense, I feel like we are growing apart from each other since I went from being close to Llama and talking to him all the time to not talking at all. The same goes with Karl, although we still go to the same university. I mean, we see each other almost everyday but don't talk about anything for the most part. It's hard to explain to someone who isn't me. Heh.

Although we are growing apart, I have made some friends at college. They will never replace those I am losing, but having new friends helps ease the separation a bit. I know they feel nothing for me, and I nothing for them. For the most part, they are placeholders, dolls. We can relate but don't really care what happens to each other. That being said, I seem to be the only one that no one really gives two shits about at school. This makes me envious of those who have someone else who they are close to, who they relate to more personally than just the trivial, everyday bullshit I've got.

For Lent, though I have no idea what the meaning is, I'm not giving anything up. I am going to post on this blog everyday, even if the post is just trivial things about my day or life or just generally junk. It is a sort of vent for anything I may be feeling or just a way to kill time that isn't as wasteful as other stuff I can do.
On a happier front, I'm still alive and kicking. College is going well as far as I can tell, despite the annoying drive to get there. My classes are interesting for the most part and I don't really want to kill any of my professors. In relationship to the rest of my post, the happy part is pretty damn small....

As time goes on, I don't know if I'm really changing. That is a question others will have to answer, and that is how I think I will close this post. Have I changed since you've known me or am I basically the same as I was before?